we’re here to create
ever since I started my exploration into energy work, I’ve had quite a few times where I would lay down in bed, or on the floor ready for meditation, then I would be zooming faster and faster to nowhere in my head. my whole body literally felt like I was travelling. It was a state of ecstasy. of super happiness.. I felt top of the world! this feeling of speeding continued for quite some time, until I felt quite lost. it seems that the end-all for me is not to achieve total bliss.I’m still in my own body, still living, still breathing. It’s nevertheless a super useful tool to have while on earth. what’s my end purpose in life then? i guess it must be to create! to keep on creating in life what I desire, what defines me. To keep on redefining who I am, to others, and to myself. This should be the closest answer I can get at my level so far. and so i shall keep on recreating, redefining who I am.